i wasn’t sure how i was going to feel about valentine’s day this year. whether it was going to be lonely or depressing. but now that it’s here, i find it comforting.
i may not be in love. i may not have anyone to kiss or wrap my arms around. and i may not be able to smile because i happen to see someone that makes my knees buckle and my heart flutter and my every second of thought consumed only by them.
but i still believe in love.
i still believe that it’s out there. and maybe it’s not for me this year, or last year, or next year. but i do believe that there will be a year when it will be there for me. so i can not hold a grudge against this day of any sorts. it only fills my heart with little ideas and dreams and butterflies.
call me whatever you want. yes i might have my head stuck in the clouds, and yes i write fluff poetry, and yes i still believe that i have a soul mate somewhere out there.
but i’ll always be that way, and i am not ashamed or saddened at the thought. i only feel sad for those on valentines day that do not feel this way or at least acknowledge that of love.
i love valentine’s day.